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FAIL LO

2005-08-16T02:58:00.000-09:00

well i only have to blog this.. I GONNA FAIL MY MATHS MOCK EXAM!! shitty paper i got. paper one so easy , paper 2 its a killer. stupid goh ai ling , "hurry up " "take out ur ten years series!!!!!" u better watch out in school , going to suan u like hell!!!

when u ask me serious stuff

2005-07-24T06:28:00.000-09:00

when u really wanna ask me serious stuff.. be prepare to give me de fullest attention , i do not wish to have a listen-half-wae dude , which dey gave up along the wae , no persistant , dun give a damn , pointless to tel wads going on. ima weird person i can say, but if get pissed off by wad i am going to sae in serious stuff, ignore me all u wan , but i wil juz noe i have tel the wrong person. that is y i stil live in the world of my own , an ego me in the world which i dun like anyone to invade. I experience loads of times of being ignored again and again, falling on deaf ears, its okie den. Telling myself i wont wan people to experience this feeling as i been through more than anyone else i know , regardless of me being bz or wadsoeva , i wil give them my fullest attention as to what is going on , least my heart is dere to listen. thats all i gotta to sae , thus i love my world , cos my world contains me that i can do wadeva i wan. No boundaries , no disturbance , and best of all , i dun ignore myself . O well , guess todae is a emo dae fer me , but i arent let it affect my tml as its no point living a dae with anger , sadness or sorrow.

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ORAL!

2005-07-13T06:30:00.000-09:00

yesterday oral was such a killer! haha , or rather it was easy but i screw some words and having errs and hmms here and there! ahaha.. but rather i see the teachers were rather friendly , gives us a smiles. not like the one sitting beside the pair of teachers , both from china i think. they were like giving a justices bao face and going to kill every single student which they think they were like enemy to them. oh gosh! hahaha.. well i feel rather relaxed cause i took it too many bloody times , so just give them a big smiles and start.

todae i have poa remedials after school which starts at 3 pm! so i went mac to slack while time passes real quick. went to poa , quite bored cause i know everything. teached guo hao and darryl some stuff and yupz.. time to go off! so we packed our stuff and went down to meet the rest of the pangs. after which we head on to eat our dinner or lunch , wadeva you wanna say. after eating we went playing a game , slapping game! haha! okie first we start with small games like scissors paper stone , lose kena slap but hand. soon we play bigger , we play hei bai chey . i play with terrance! poor terrance kena punched by others so many times , show im quick witted! wahahaha! then when the atmosphere getting even more "high" , we went play 007 , one game. whoeva nv raise up hand or wrongly raise up shal get punched by everyone. imagine we guys love to punch hard one , for me i got punched few times cause i reali dunno how to play! haha.. budden last game my poor kenny lost and got himself punched by everyone real real real hard. bet tml he wil have blue blacks. but damn shiok! wahaha i shal challenge all my friends for hei bai chey!

a virus

2005-06-25T09:19:00.000-09:00

TIS BLOODY VIRUS ERASE MY BLOG! IM EMO! newae i juz make it short.. next time i shal write more. this few people makes my life different. i hope there wil be more. but i juz sae out first. zhiyong , xinya , eleine , olivia , felin. u all rox! haha audrey! be more socialable! : )

fer wad i wanna sae

2005-06-25T08:34:00.000-09:00

Its really damn hard to find a time to write this blog but i stil manage to have it. After seeing eleine's blog. i realise i left out something , the people in my life. i have known alot of people in my life , regardless of girl or boy. the best time and the most memory i had in my 17 years of life. Along the journey of life i have pick up then as friends , i do not care what they are , where they from , but i believe in fate. And of course they did not mind what i am. whom a crazy fellow i am. But i have to say this , i really regret for not telling them whats deep in me. Cause i know they wil worry , but i just want let them know im fine as long they are. Firstly, a fellow whom i know for 11 years. I wid him since pri one. but till sec 1 and 2 not reali close , until sec 3 ,4 , i got to know him back. oh i feel so lucky! and im proud to introduce him to my friends as who can know someone since pri sch! its oni a handful of people out there! haha! well its been great to know him as a great friend. considering him as a very very very very best friend. haha. and of course hes none other than zhiyong!

secondly , i know 2 gals since primary 5 bah... ya? yea! hahaha.. this 2 gals i did not know them too well during the primary school times, now i am hanging out wid them almost every single week. haha. they are namely xinya and eleine. well quite surprising i will meet with them when i almost did not have contact with them last year. well i should be quite happy that i able to meet up with them and chit chat whenever im bored. wahaha. I also called them my mei meis. haha. hope they don't mind it. uncle wil buy ya two sweet sweet. well great to have them as my sisters, really enjoyed myself with them!!!!! u two rox!

lastly , i know another 2 girls from eleine , they are another 2 weird girls i know during the first few outings. but when i got them deeper , they are another 2 get along friends. haha , able to do crazy stuff also. which i am so happy to find out! they are none other than olivia and felin. olivia i had met during sec 3 or 4 before , but did not get to know her better. haha now i did. the real white girl. felin is a girl that looks like ah lian but she isn't one , in fact shes a nice girl. haha. o well hanging out with them i wont get bored , thats for sure!

well guys , thx fer being such a gd friends to me. reali appreciate that man! wahaha. hope to hang out more often! cya all my friendssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

Save fer my bass guitar!

2005-06-18T23:23:00.000-09:00

its time to save money fer my big time bass guitar to play wid my band... the pangzies.. wahhaha1! wish me luck that i can master it at de quickest time!! and i going to show off my skill to all my frens and make sure dey going to drool their saliva out! wahahhahahahahahhahahahah! okie holidae going to end soon i starting to get emo.. miss my frens out there.. my pangs.. and oso all my meis meis... ahhahahahahahahahahahhaha.. brothas i wont forget too! pangs can get to meet in sch so dun wori... brothas.. meet netime. mei mei cant go out tt often cos dey have poly and busy... sobz... nvm... as time flies i wil get to meet em again : ) cya all soon ^^

My Early 17th birdae! so funs!

2005-06-04T15:20:00.000-09:00

well fer de past 17 years.. tis is my first time i reali enjoyed myself fer whom i wid.. spending my birdae wid em wid no regrets.. full of funs.. indeed i did miss em loads again... wahahhaha! well let me first tok abt de whole thing once again... i cld remember it so clearly that i can imagine i am dere now!

okie first i cldn slp well cos im too excited abt de thingy going on.. den i went turning left and rite on my bed.. ah! wahhhahah, i forced myself to slp , which i did! thank goodness , but my beauty slp doesn last long. i woke up at 7 am , try getting bak but im fully awake! so i turned on the tv to see if ani programmes on during that time.. which did! time flies veri veri veri veri slow as it finally strikes 10 am! i prepare myself and tinking of wad sld i wear fer todae , in de end i chose a tight jeans! yucks! wahahha.. i look like a construction worker! some says like a do! lolz naa jk.

after which i had prepared myself , i went down to meet de rest of em. ah hearts beating rapidly as i going to meet em as i knew it wil be a fabulous dae fer me, reali so great that dey cld drew time to celebrate wid me. reali damn touched. e, b ven tho to em dey sae its no big deal, to me its reali loads , owe em loads! o well, bak to wad i was. okie met up wid oli first , den meet up wid eleine and finally audrey. hm reali so honoured can ask someone whom i nv met b4 to go fer my bdae party! so kewl! later which we took mrt to meet up wid zy , but zy took reali long to come out of his hse so we went out of de train to wait fer him. and we were killing time in de station. felin showed us her wonderful kicks and i tried to kick too! but ouch! i cramp my bloody ass! and took some photos here and dere. xy and shaun suddenly pop out! xy was taking out de packet of tibits which i forgotten de name , and asking me to distribute to em! ah! like de old times when miss chua was giving out de foods when one of us have bdae! so kewl... mani sweet memories strikes bak. so finally de king (zy) appeared! and so we cont our journey! during the mrt we were taking pics again , de gals were gossiping abt their own stuff again. so i cldn be bothered abt their gossipings. oh ya sadly mich msg me saes she cldn make it. ah well least she tried her best. cldn be blamed. and we change train in raffles place , and we start rushing in! de gals again want felin to kick again , de guys cldn be bothered. trying to get away from em , dunno em. de gals started to take photos in de train again. and me starting going under de chairs! u can imagine how cramp it is! but i managed to go in! damn kool rite? i cldn believe it myself but i oso manage to get out w/o a probs. me skilled , born to have reflex bones.

we reached our destination , the marina bay! wahahah and we start walking to de exit, i turn rd and i look at de security camera and i went : " OH YEA OH YEA *POP POP POP" . wonder if dey wil send de scene to mediacorp and have my face dere! wahahah. okie erm so we were walking out of de exit and waited at de bus stop. de gals ask to chek my wallet and dey went molesting me! lolz dey were merely cheking the type of jeans i wore. dey tot i was wearing a gals jeans! and i reali get pissed if i reali wore a gal jeans! wahhaha, and de bus came , we rode on it. we sat down and went showing my wonderful vids in sentosa.. oli get annoyed by that, eleine and felin felt okie , while audrey and xy got enthu abt it! hahaa shake heads. and we stole de bus plate! its 125.. shhh we mite get caught fer that, but hu cares. finders keepers.. wahaha.we got off de bus, play bowlings and suddenly leons mum called again. ah! was spending nice time wid em but spoiled it , sighs. quite emo fer that too. nvm bak to my happy tots , dey were like playing so happily too. so wldn want to spoil the moods of em , cont to play as per normal. and i lost to eleine! wahaha! sad case fer it! i wil win her one dae! wahhahahah! after which arcade played some games b4 flying kites. but we chosen de kite we wanted and it cost 15 bucks! wah! so ex but yet cant fly. sad. we went to buy another 2 cheaper kites and it fly reali high! reali happy fer that, but i din spend ani money! i was so emo that dey dun wanna let me spend some money! i was like argh! nvm , dey oso dun wanna me to spend too much oso , i noe their tink of me.. so totful! lolz wahahhaha. when i was fighting wid that stupid zy that his kite fly so high, de gals were pissed by a couples naked at de grounds, xy was reali pissed by the couples as it was a place fer kids not fer sun tanning. ahha , i understand as shes fer womans rites and even kids rites.. lolz. ahhaha. okie we went scolding em shamless or wadsoeva. til we cldn be bothered, the sun was blazing hot , so we packed up and went bak in. sadly audrey had to go home, so we waved a big goodbye to her. and so we went to superbowl and rest. dab called me and me wid zy went picked him and his fren up. we met up , chat a little and we go and have our steamboat! wahahha so funs! we chose de place and we sat down , got de food and began to eat! yummy! during the eating, i had deep tots , suddenly, felin saes i emo! i got shocked! perhaps i reali did , but i not sure izit so. maybe i am born to have emo face? perhaps, but cldn be bothered and replied her no. cos reali dun wanna spoil de atmosphere dere. reali enjoyed sitting wid the gals and the shu shu geng ni wan. lolz, jokes jokes. happy big family. :D

shaun de most helpful one , go snatch de watermelon like kiasu fellows. eleines went sae its gd to have a son like that. lolz. shake heads , but its overall, i love my "family" , dey rox roX rOX ROX! whahahahaha. okie dab and his fren went to have their movies. we cont our stuff, ate some fruits. and prepare to go off! well i tot thats de end of my birdae, we soon walk walk walk and de kite left one, zy was flying de kite during the walk, but shaun accidentally stepped on the tail and had it torn, zy emo. aw sad case but we cont walking.shaun again took de string and tied us together. ah! i was the last one 2nd ish oli 3rd ish zy fourth ish xy 5th ish felin 6th ish eleine. shaun keep walking in a circles to tie us together! wahhahaha so funs... oli started to take out the camera to take pics! felin and eleine heck and cont walking, oli felt pain and stop fer her to snap some strings. cont walking and soon i had my both legs nearly tied. ah! hard to walk walk walk!

as we walk , we begin to feel weird and thus we started walking to de dark trees. the gals were scared, thus i prepare to play pranks saes got ghost here and dere.. the gals of cos freaked out and order me not to sae again. which i did.. wahahah. finally we walk til theres light and roads. we headed towards the esplanade and untied the strings. but we cld stil feel the string ish attached to our legs and bonded together. and i started to walk at the bak to protect the gals from the blacks. wahhaha luckily theres none. and we realise we were walking under ECP. de gals went to ask de boat to ferry us to de next shore but de uncle cldn do it. so we decided to walk on the tall grasses , but b4 that we find that de sceneries reali wonderful. so we took some pics b4 we cont our adventures! reali damn nice. so i decided to walk first as to prevent ani holes that we wil step. ouch! the tall grasses reali hurts! and walk walk til overhead. eleine began to lead , suddenly, she fell down. everyone was stunned and i quickly chek it out. nth big deal and we cont walk to de staircase! wow its reali adventurous! tired too! we took some pics, ran towards the other side, took again... reali had funs... tho we r perspirin, but u cld see de smiles and joy that appear at our faces. soon we reached marina square, send xy and oli go home first and we cont to walk to de bus stop , but eleine need to go toilet urgently so we went running like amazing race. ahaha ran ran ran ran til we find vacancy fer her, which we did! wahahha! de guys went toilet too , i started to style my hair like an actor. chciken hair! wahhaha newae we went out and took some pics! reali dann nice after looking at myself. wahhahaha and we waited fer bus to come and zy wid shaun went to de other bus stop first. said farewell and shal meet again.

and we missed 2 106 bus , eleine emo and wanted me to keep de bdae funds, i reali dun wish to keep it but o well.. i kept it in the end to do something else. zy msged me that my driver wld be indian fellow. well did believe as he mite passed de bus, as we got in the bus de fellow sae that bus go terminal! omg! i was stunned and not sure wad to do! so eleine cldn take it and called a cab and took taxi home. reali a nice dae after all. i make use tis time , to sae some things, firstly im sori to eleine fer de earrings stuff. 2nd reali had a nice time and great bdae i had. lastly i wanted to thank this few people , zhi yong, eleine , xy , olivia and felin. haha dey keep saying they did nth but in fact dey did make alot of difference to my bdae. things wld reali be different without u all have done all dese. i reali appreciate the things u all planned the present that u all bought. tho i mite not noe olivia and felin not long, but i noe that we wil stay in contacts fer a veri veri veri long time. u guys reali make me feel not alone, reali thx fer it. we wil be sistas forever. but if theres nth last foreva. if we were given a timelime i hope it wil be 100000 years. and til den. we shal meet again and have another 10000 years : ) i owe to u guys reali loads. i tink i cld juz repay bak slowly de rest of my life : ) thx guys. i wil see u all soon!

first song composed: gao bai

2005-03-28T21:00:00.000-10:00

zhe shi wo xie gei ni de gao bai
bu yong duo ye bu yong chang
zhai ni de yan zhong wo zhi shi ni de
ling yi ge hao peng you
mei tian dou hui xiang zhe ni de lian
na yi ge mei li hua mian
xi wang mo yi tian ni hui zhi dao
you ge ren zhai ai ni

chorus

ni na zhang lian
zhai wo nao hai li
tu rang xiang qi le ni
na nian ni he wo
yi qi zhou de lu
kai kai xing xing xiang qian
dang ni pei zhe
wo de sheng pang
du guo le nan guan
you ni pei zhe
mei yi shi ke
wo bu zhai hai pa

dang ni li kai wo de shi jie
cai zhi dao ni de chun zhai
wo xiang zhai dao ni de sheng huo
ke shi bei ju jue
xiang dang ni de na ge tian shi
pei zhe ni de mei yi tian
wo yuan yi shou zhe zhai ni sheng pang
bu hui gu du

you ni you wo
he na ge gao bai
you ge mei hao de jie ju

todae

2005-03-27T19:48:00.000-10:00

todae i am out wid that mr yong tau fu aka zhi yong. he was supposingly to meet a gal but in de end de gal changed to de next dae, sigh, wad a disappointment. newae wait fer de ah yong fer quite some time, meanwhile i wil , i wil look at de gals. it seems tt de new creation church had juz ended their service. well nvm. after which met up wid him and we walk to penisula shop. shop ard juz to buy zhiyong's two boxers, both looked nice. after that we went to raffles city and walk ard fer my books , dang it was sure a waste of time , cldnt find da books i wan. sobz. soon we walk til sun tec and had a fashion walk. sure a nice thing to see fer todae. even tho we din meet that cindy , we sure see de fashion walks ger. wahaha. oh wait. de best part. as we were walking bak to funan to take our bus. we saw a spoiled phone on de road. wahaha as usual we picked it up and found it was samsung phone. and de screen seems to be gone somewhere away. we went playing wid da phone and zy went clicking it. so gay. wahaha.. went smashing da phone on da ground and de clicking ish stil quite gd. so we came into a conclusion. that phone is gd. wahaha.. okie enuff of my writing next time write a betta one. wahhaa!

First preach

2005-03-26T05:47:00.000-10:00

i dun wanna turn blind because i miss your silly face
i dun wanna turn deaf because i miss ur sweet voice
nothing makes me feel more great than hearing ur laughter
brightens the whole day of mine juz a little sweet smiles on ur face
nv did i want to end this time with ya together
i hope this wld last foreva

ting hao ur de man!

2005-03-23T03:45:00.000-10:00

wahahha thx to ting hao we had a half dae tml! wahahha.. i wil have to thank him tml.. newae had a photo wid him.. hes de man! both legs crumped yet stil cont to play fer de sch.. his heart ish determind to win.. and oso win ryan de niak money! wahahaha

wassup first posting!

2005-03-21T15:22:00.000-10:00

wanna noe y i create a blog? to write up my meaningful life? perhaps but na.. juz wanna preach here and dere.. if can compose songs.. wahahaha...